almost 2 weeks ago...
been cleaning the house
throwing away stuffs....it's pretty bad ;.;
the furnitures...electrical stuffs....mangas...loads of mangas, and illustration books...lots of books..and clothes...Katsuya Terada's books..CREST mags...i wanna cry
all of the gifts art, kiribans,my recent paintings...art stuffs..notes full of tutorials..everything
some of my art tools 'will never wake up with a revenge'
Im so sorry...
i was there when the water came....but i just stare at the water
I yelled at Hazz
"The water cant come in..."
CANT?
what was im thinking? *actually i dont..for the first time my mind when blank..not even a cricket chirp..where the hell was the cricket chirps?*
It's funny things you said when you knew you cant do anything...
*oh yeah...i did manage to rescue a couple of things after he yelled back at me...*
At least im okay..my family okay...nobody drown or dead or something..
So yeah
My family and everybody are okay!!!!!!!!!
Im trying to keep my spirit high and yeah hopes for the best...
and just realise that dA is not the best place for that...
should i stay or should i go?